Some things will never make sense
All of recognize bad decisions we have made as well as things that have influenced our past we had no control over. We need to take time in recovery to make sense of it all. But, some things will only make sense in eternity.
Recovery is about taking steps towards what we can change NOW!
God will love and care for us through difficult problems we are forced to deal with as we go through the process of growth. We need to trust Him to take care of the things we don’t understand.