Have Faith in God

Romans 5:1 We have been made right with God because of our faith. Now we have peace with him because of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Peace! That and to be happy were the only two things I ever wanted in life while using. I drank to forget and when I sobered up there was never any peace because of the things I did when I drank.

For a number of years now in my life I have experienced the ‘Peace of God’ ’The peace beyond understanding.’ I received it through putting my faith in my Higher Power, Jesus Christ. It is very real and it is indescribable.

If you are like I was I feel for you and I am glad I don’t live inside your head. If you are like me and you want peace, then I encourage you to investigate personal relationship with Jesus. If you really want Him to help you to regain control of your life at some stage, you are going to have to trust him.

  • Are you willing to pray for God’s peace in your life today?


Something Good is Happening

2 Corinthians 4:2 We refuse to wear masks and play games. We don’t maneuver and manipulate behind the scenes. And we don’t twist God’s Word to suit ourselves. Rather, we keep everything we do and say out in the open, the whole truth on display so that those who want to can see and judge for themselves in the presence of God.

Alcoholics have personality problems. In an attempt to avoid feelings of inferiority, loneliness, isolation, inner conflict, guilt and other disturbing feelings drinking becomes our natural pattern of dealing with life. As we grow deeper into our self-destructive patterns of living, for most of us it becomes obvious we must find a solution to our personality problems.

When we enter recovery re-establishing our integrity becomes one of the main things we want. Realization of that need, of its priority highlights for us our need of honesty with ourselves and others. Rather than a continuation of running away, we are now ready to face up to our character defects and responsibilities. Excuses now disappear. We enter a crucial stage in the process of Living Life Recovery where ignoring the problems will only add to them.

The only direction to turn from where we are is to God. He strangely warms our hearts toward Himself revealing both love and hope for a better way of living and life improvement. This is a different feeling to any we have experienced before. Relationship with Him will become the forerunner to all other relationships. Personality changes will take place. The process will continue as long as we remain open to Him and willing to let Him help us become the people He has created us to be.


I am a friend of God!

When we were at our worst, we were put on friendly terms with God by the sacrificial death of his Son, now that we’re at our best, just think of how our lives will expand and deepen by means of his resurrection life!

Why would God want to be my friend? Why in the midst of my messed up life would God want anything to do with me? Proverbs 17:17 says “Friends love through all kinds of weather.”

Have you ever had a friend like that? No matter what you do, what you are going through they are always there. You can live hundreds of miles away, not see each other for a long time, meet up ans everything is just the same as the last time you saw each other..

Real friendship endures through our worst and our best. It’s not about what we do, how we behave, what we believe or what football team we follow. Real friendship endures because of who we are and God wants to be my friend because He knows the real me, sees behind the masks and knows my heart. He wants to be my friend because He loves me unconditionally and to Him I am important. Loves me so much that He came down to earth from heaven to die on a cross for my sin, bad choices, attitudes and behaviors. Came lived and died to show me [and you] how to live according to His will for our lives on order that He will be glorified through our experience, strength and hope.


Who are you?

Hebrews 3:7 That’s why the Holy Spirit says, Today, please listen.

My favourite verse in the Bible. Why? you may ask.

In 1989 whilst wrestling with the Holy Spirit about whether to follow Jesus or go back to my old way of living I read this verse, which in the New International Version says Hebrews 3:7-8 The Holy Spirit says: “Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion, during the time of testing in the wilderness.”

I could relate to it! Could see times in my life where God had clearly intervened and given me a choice ‘Move Forward’ or ‘Go Back.’ Could relate to the hardening of my heart and rebellion against not only God but all of society. It is the verse that made up my mind to try God’s way for a while and then if it didn’t work go on my merry way. I had nothing to lose. Through this verse, kneeling at the side of my bed and audibly hearing Jesus say to me “You do not need to live like this anymore, follow me and I will lead you.” Thankfully I made the right choice and here I am in 2018 still following His lead.

Over those years I have had many Holy Spirit encounters, my life has been shaped by them and hopefully will be until the day I go home to be with Him. I would like to say I have made all the right decisions but that would be a lie. I have when the Spirit speaks and tried to do the right thing. I am one of the most fortunate people on this planet in that I have known from early on in my recovery experience God’ purpose for my life. “To introduce others to a personal relationship with Him through the process of recovery.” Which in itself has raised some issues in my life, because whilst I believe and acknowledge God created us all in His image He also created us as individuals. No two are exactly the same, even in identical twins. so then I find myself both frustrated and irate by the number of Recovery groups and programs who honestly believe their way is the answer. Not there fault, God gave it to them so it must be right, right? Wrong it is right for them and it is right for some of the people they share it with but it is not right for everyone who enters their group/meetings. Over the years I too have been guilty of thinking the way God has shown me is the right way (Living Life Recovery) But, over the years I have adapted what God gave me to better fit the people He has brought into my sphere of influence. I have developed this blog over ten years and find it is now a Recovery Devotional blog. Based largely on the 365 daily reading I wrote which when written were actually written as discussion starters (not devotionals) Becuase I believe a lot of the recovery experience occurs through discussion one-on-one and in groups. When Bill Wilson and doctor Bob first started AA where was it’s strength ‘In finding another alcoholic to talk to and support.’

Over the years I have developed curriculum based on what God has revealed to me about the recovery process. Which I now believe is also a tool He has given me for starting discussions on recovery. This blog was initially supposed to be about me sharing my experience, strength and hope with others to encourage them to want to know the God who helped me become who I am today. I find it difficult in my life to ‘fit in’ which up until today has bothered me. I no longer want to fit in, I want to stand out. Stand out as a man whose life would have ceased prior to today had God not intervened. Stand out as a man who loves Jesus and follows where He leads regardless of consequences. Stand out as a man who has one goal and that is “To introduce others to a personal relationship with Him through the process of recovery.

Does that mean this blog is going to stop? No! But it does mean in the days, months and years ahead it may undergo a number of changes as it stops being a ‘Recovery Devotional’ and aligns with the purpose God has for my life.

Today I want to ask everyone reading this the question WHO ARE YOU? Is your life lived to accommodate others or is it lived to do what God is calling you to do?


Lead by Example

The Spirit of God, the Master, is on me because God anointed me. He sent me to preach good news to the poor, heal the heartbroken, Announce freedom to all captives, pardon all prisoners. God sent me to announce the year of his grace– a celebration of God’s destruction of our enemies– and to comfort all who mourn, To care for the needs of all who mourn in Zion, give them bouquets of roses instead of ashes, Messages of joy instead of news of doom, a praising heart instead of a languid spirit. Rename them “Oaks of Righteousness” planted by God to display his glory. Isaiah 61:1-3

It’s not easy to dismantle somebody who is stained. broken. discolored by life’s ailments and problems. Charitable organizations have tried for years to transfer such people into better environments. Unfortunately, it is not until a person really wants to experience life away from their poor choices and bad circumstances that progress can be made. Life’s problems can be a means of downward, deteriorating and disastrous outcomes. When a person decides ‘Enough!’ and are willing to go to any length to change their lives and overcome their problems it is something to watch and experience.

God is calling us, in the process of recovery to ‘Be different and make a difference’ in this world. He is calling us to be the lights and the examples to those who have made the all-important choice to change their lives and to share with them ‘Messages of joy instead of news of doom, a praising heart instead of a languid spirit.’

What a privilege is ours to be His hands and feet here in this wonderful process called LIVING LIFE RECOVERY.